Hey, I'm Kerri and I am the webmistress of this blog! I am a young mother of two children and one on the way! I'm working towards becoming a wedding and event planner in the near future, but I also build a lot of websites for no reason and I like to drink coffee. :)
Archive for July, 2009
I get lost in the night so high, I don’t want to come down.
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Written by: Kerri on Tuesday, July 21st, 2009 | 
I host this domain on my other domain Eatzombies and for some reason, it suspended Zombie Dance by itself. I’m really confused. 
Anyway! I got to hang out with my friends on Sunday! We went to Scorpio which is a gay club and it was wicked fun. I remember the first time that I went clubbing with them… I just stood there. This time, a year later, I actually danced a little. Not much, but it was more than the first time. 
Get this… Dustin came back. I woke up Friday morning with three text messages from him that he sent to me at 4:00am. 
He called me later that night and told me that he missed having me around and he wanted to hang out. I just responded, “Do you really want to hang out or do you want something else?” haha. He seemed sincere about just hanging out, so I agreed and we spent Saturday afternoon together at his uncles house. He then told me that he still loves me and his sister told me that he really does care, but he shouldn’t keep breaking my heart the way he is. Somehow I knew this all would happen.
ALICE CULLEN.
I guess Dustin and I are back together, but I’m not entirely sure. I feel like an idiot for blogging about how he broke my heart and then about his iPod (which is nowhere to be found, by the way! 
) and now he’s “back”. Am I an idiot? It’s okay to tell the truth. 
I’ll be okay, I think. My heart is slowly being pieced back together. 
Oh! I had a computer exam at 9:00am Monday morning… yes, after I was clubbing all night. I was the last person in the school and the first one out. I finished my exam in exactly 9 minutes and PASSED. I’m super smart! 
Kidding. 
Originally published at Zombie Dance. Please leave any comments there.
I don’t want to love you, if love is this alone.
Wow, I did not expect that many comments for my previous entry! Thank you all! I know you might think that I’m weird, but Cassie was the 58th commenter and that’s my favorite number! 
The past five days have been eventful. Well, at least I thought about a ton of stuff to blog about, haha! First, let me tell you that I forget very easily, so I’ll probably forget to write something that I was excited to blog about to begin with.
I saw Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince last night with my sister. For some very odd reason, every time a new Harry Potter movie is in theaters, I get scared or nervous. It was a wonderful movie, but it wasn’t what I had expected. And it makes me mad that at the end of the movie, these two girls kept going on and on about how they were confused and they were shouting out their own theories about why the events in the movie took place. I just wanted to tell them to pick up the book and read the damn thing, but I didn’t. Dumb, you can’t even tell that I was excited about the movie, haha!
Today though, I had an interview at American Eagle Outfitters! 
I was super excited and nervous at the same time because I’ve been wanting to work there since I was 15-years old. Don’t ask me why. Jill (the hiring manager) didn’t really say whether I got the job or not, but she told me about the meeting they are having for back-to-school in a couple of weeks that all employees are required to attend and she explained to me how the discounts work for the employees. I seriously don’t think she would even bother telling me any of that if she was not going to hire me. She told me she would call me at the beginning of the week. I really hope that I get the job! 
Last that I can remember, I’m not nearly half-way through Twilight yet. I never thought that I would like it, but I do. I noticed that I didn’t like Harry Potter either — until I saw the movie first. Maybe it’s because I can picture what they look like if I see the characters on television? I have no idea. But I like Twilight now. I did not expect myself to get excited for the New Moon trailer during Harry Potter last night! That reminds me, I remember seeing the trailer for Twilight a wicked long time ago, before it was this huge… thing. And I really wanted to see it until it turned into this huge… THING. Like the music I listen to is now playing on the radio and becoming popular. It annoys me when I play my favorite music for people and they say, “Your music taste sucks!”, but once it plays on the radio, those same people who said it “sucks” suddenly absolutely LOVE the music. 
Come on, now. Just trust my judgment from now on.
This week’s Friday 5 is based on the game Scattergories.
1. What random letter was generated by the online random-letter generator? (this doesn’t really count as one of your five questions)
My letter was “T”.
2. With what famous person, whose name begins with the letter in question #1, would you most like to be stuck on a desert island?
Probably Topher Grace! 
3. What food item, whose name begins with the letter in question #1, can always be found in your pantry?
We always have cans of tuna.
4. What song, whose title begins with the letter in question #1, always makes you feel good?
“That’s So You” by The Rocket Summer.
5. What is your least-favorite film whose title begins with the letter in question #1?
Thirteen Ghosts wasn’t that great for me…
6. What unusual animal, whose name begins with the letter in question #1, would be a fun pet?
A thunderbird!
I think that is all. Of course, if I remember anything, it’ll be posted. Oh, by the way, Lyra likes to straighten my hair. haha!
Originally published at Zombie Dance. Please leave any comments there.
This is the death of beauty.
Today I went to Dustin’s house to get Lyra’s potty chair and some other stuff that was mistakenly left there before he broke up with me. Before I even went there, I asked him when would be a good time to go there and retrieve Lyra’s poor princess potty. He simply replied, “Anytime. I’ll be sleeping when you get here.”
Okay, so I’ll just go rummaging through your house for my stuff. But then he asked me if I wanted the picture of us that I gave him before I left for Illinois. Well, I don’t want it, so I told him to throw it out. He said that he would rather I threw it out. Okay.
“What else do you have here so I can put it all in the living room since I’ll be asleep?”, he asked.
I replied, “It’s okay to admit that you don’t want to see me, Dustin.”
And that was it. I went to his house, his dad and mom invited me in and they were all excited to see me. His mother got me Lyra’s potty chair and then knocked on Dustin’s bedroom door to get the picture of us. I completely forgot to get Lyra’s Dora beach bucket and whatever else she left in her sandbox over there. Yeah, they bought her a sandbox.
There’s one thing that I would love to get opinions on though. I bought him an iPod before I left for Illinois and had it engraved. Should I ask for the iPod back or should I let Dustin keep it? I paid $200 for it and he’s already broken the headphones. And since we’re not together anymore, I didn’t know if I should ask for that back or not, since I guess it was a gift… maybe?
My blogs are annoying me with all this relationship junk. 
Change of subject… I got a new layout! It’s actually from Studio Rooeh since I completely suck at making WordPress themes. 
And I added a music page! It features some of my most favorite songs! It automatically plays when you go to the page, just so you’re pre-warned. The Hush Sound is playing in my ears right now. 
Originally published at Zombie Dance. Please leave any comments there.
I’ve gotta feel you in my bones again.
I just noticed that my domain name is “Zombie Dance” and that reminds me of Michael Jackson’s “Thriller”. 
How weird…
So I finally finished Eatzombies Hosting and we are now accepting orders! I’m trying to think of a good contest to help promote the website, but I’m fresh out of ideas. Anyone have an idea? Oh, and tell your friends if they are in need of a good host!
I went out with my friends Brittany and Megan last night to see the movie Bruno. It was utterly disgusting, in my opinion. I don’t really want to go into detail because even the details are rated ‘R’. I’m extremely disappointed and I really want to get my money back. On another note, Brittany has somehow convinced me, unknowingly, to read Twilight. I have never made it passed page 18 until last night. I guess it’s because I refused to get into the hype and because Lyra’s dad is obsessed with the saga.
Speaking of Lyra’s dad, he’s a jerk. He saw Lyra and me at the mall and ignored us because he was with his girlfriend. He complains all the time that he never gets a chance to spend time with Lyra or even see her for that matter. So I walked up to them innocently and his girlfriend gave me such an evil look. 
I could not believe it! People are going to have to understand that Chris (Lyra’s dad, haha) is going to have some sort of connection to me for the rest of his life.
Oh! I have another rant! 
I am really sick and tired of people texting me asking how my day is and I enthusiastically answer however it is going and they just say, “kool” or “ok”, and they don’t say anything more even when I ask them the same question. And if they do happen to answer, they tell me that they’re bored. DO NOT TALK TO ME JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE BORED. Seriously, I have had enough of people lately.
Rant over.
I will be blogging about my step-mother next. She had the baby, finally! I’m excited!
And, of course, the Friday 5!
1. Where can you go for a really good bagel, and how do you like yours?
I don’t know where you can go for a really good bagel?
2. What is your favorite style of doughnut?
I like any Dunkin Donuts doughnut, haha.
3. What’s your favorite flavor of Lifesavers?
I like all the berry ones!
4. What O-shaped breakfast cereals do you like?
I don’t like breakfast cereal, really. I’d say Honey Nut Cheerios.
5. How do you feel about onion rings, and where can you get some good ones?
They’re okay and I don’t know.
Originally published at Zombie Dance. Please leave any comments there.
Why can’t you just love me back?
Remember that I told you guys that I chose to move back to North Carolina for my boyfriend? Well, he broke up with me. It was just out of the blue. We were perfect Thursday morning and then he just ignored me the entire weekend. We even ended up at the same party and when I confronted him privately, he moved me out of the way and said, “Don’t worry about it”.
He talked to me tonight though. He told me that everything was moving way too fast for him once I got back because his mother keeps buying Lyra new things practically every single day. She wants a grandchild and Dustin (my boyfriend… er, ex-boyfriend) isn’t ready to be a father yet. He said that he’s got the angel and the devil on his shoulders saying, “Yes, you’re ready.” and then, “No, you like to party! You’re not ready for a baby!”.
Honestly, I tried to avoid bringing Lyra into his life just in case it didn’t work out between us. I didn’t want her to constantly ask me where he went to. But some time in February of 2009, he told me it was okay to bring her over, so I did. I just know for sure it was not me who pressured him into anything “fatherly”. I am very considerate of how other’s feel. It just breaks my heart and makes me feel like it’s my fault that this happened.
So then came the question, “Were you only with me because your mom was pressuring you?”. He told me that he always loved me and he always wanted me, but he’s getting stressed out with this whole baby thing and work and some other stuff. It makes me respect him a lot more because he’s actually telling me what’s on his mind and he is definitely not the type to do that. I feel a lot better now that I know, too.
Phew, I don’t even know where I’m going with this. I’m just so scatterbrained. I think that I just had to get this all out. I’ve told my mom because she took care of me when I was drunk. I never get drunk, by the way. I also told my best friend. But now I have it on my website for the rest of time, or until my website dies, haha.
I just really do love him. 
Originally published at Zombie Dance. Please leave any comments there.
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